Monday, August 30, 2010

Hi Ho

Off to work I went! Today was my first day and it went really well. There is SO much information that I am learning and I have to keep reminding myself that it is unreasonable to expect myself to remember all of it immediately. Tanya, my supervisor who is training me, is absolutely wonderful and we spent most of the day laughing our way through our tasks. And almost everyone made a point to tell me they are ready to answer any questions I have and help me any way they can. How great is that? Oh, and they had a personalized welcome banner up on my side of the desk and my name placard already in place! After all that, there's definitely no going back!

I've kinda been struggling with feeling a little overwhelmed. Last week, I received an email from Levi accusing me of "hiring" some of his neighbors to spy on him with camcorders. I have no idea what's going on at or around his house, but he is even more furious with me for what he's imagining is going on. Then, this last Friday at 6:00 p.m., I received a voice message from him informing me that the insurance on my car was going to expire the next day (Saturday), he wasn't renewing it, and that I had better do something about it. So, I had to leave my car sit all weekend until my dad was kind enough to call his insurance company first thing this morning and add me. Then I also found out today that within the last couple days, Levi had my cell phone deactivated, so I'm not sure how long I've been missing calls, texts, and emails. I was a little alarmed (albeit frustrated) with not being able to even make a phone call if I needed to.

So anyway, the saga continues. God is good and will help me through the doors He has opened for me. I'm leaning on Him quite heavily these days. We have a couple of bigger decisions to make regarding the divorce, so please pray for GUIDANCE and WISDOM and that the eyes of the higher-ups will be opened to the severity of the situation that lies right below the surface of how the situation may appear at first glance.

2 comments:

Motormouth Macey said...

I'm so sorry you are having to deal with all of this. You and Eric deserve so much more. Hang in there girl and continuing leaning on God. He's got your back.

Mindy Lou said...

God is good and He will direct your steps. Pro 3:5-6 I will keep you in my prayers.